fellowship with the cikgu-s

i just came home from dinner with a group of young adult teachers. They are from various schools in LD and different hometowns too. Christina, my friend who works as a pharmacist was there with us too.

somehow, tonight's fellowship brings assurance and comfort to me, knowing that I am not alone in all that I was facing in school. The food was great and we laughed throughout the dinner as we share about our experience as a freshie in school.

i thank God for the fellowship and opportunities to meet new friends. it's really a blessing!

of purpose in life

two questions:

1. do you live for yourself?

2.do you live for others?

i have been on mc for two days, had enough of school for now. I need time to recover and regain my strength before going back to the field.

Meditating on this verse:

.. a time to embrace, a time to refrain (Ecc3:5).

hello monday!

this week is going to be a long week.. we have been having classes on saturday and wohoa! this week we have to go to school even on Sunday for training! tough week

what i am doing now is way beyond my expectation. pHotocopy work and other non-teaching related duties is really driving me nuts sometimes..

today will be the first day of my new schedule. I wil be teaching a new class where they placed all the 'hopeless' and 'problematic' students. It's going to be challenging but hey, it's an opportunity to make a difference in someone's life, right. Just last week I came home asking myself, what happened to the drop-outs? Dont they deserve a second chance? What are they going to do with their life if they stop schooling?

challenging time, but hey circumstances will not change the character of God. He was, He is and He will always be a loving Father. march on and run the race! gambate!!

weekends

it's SAturday!

nice and cold morning but I am not doing quite well because of headache. I've been getting constant headache recently. Sigh. Not sure what's the cause..

i miss weekends in the peninsular. breakfast, church, lunch at curve or jaya 33, movie and dinner.. food and friends! Here on Saturdays, the girls and I usually have breakfast and go to the vege market together and then, grocery shopping. I see this as a blessing. At the market, we met lots of people who are very friendly. The vege and meat came with extra tips and techniques from aunties, who taught us how to handle and cook these to make it tastier! Well, I dont usually get this kind of service at Jusco or Carrefour. :D ...

i am back in where i am supposed to be for the time being. Applied for BTN course. Please pray that I'll be called for it asap. Just want to get it over and done since it's compulsory. :)

first day of sem 2

not too bad. Students are generally more cooperative and mostly behaving extremely well today. We had lessons in computer lab today. It's much more condusive and pleasant. :)

i felt good and energized after the break... walked in the school feeling light n easy. :) Praise Father!

a friend called and said we can check the interview results online, but the bad news is the rest of the processes may take 2 or 3 years to complete... gahhh!!!

leaving on a jet plane..

all my bags are almost packed

'm not ready to go... (not yet.)

'm standing here, my heart weighs down

guess 'm just no so ready for the good-byes..

'ços i am leaving on a jet plane

dont knw when i'll be back again..

oh i dont quite like this part..

where m i

i had a super weird dream last night..

i was moved to a hostel.
away from family and friends.
i felt very lonely.
i explored the place.
there was a few super giant sting rays in super big pool.
i climbed up a tall tower so i could see where was i.
it didnt make any sense.
i dont know where was i.
i had difficulties coming down the steep spiral stairs.
there was fear.
a hand reached out to me and told me it'll be okay
just take the leap
so with mixed feelings of trust, fear and doubt
i jumped and landed safely on the ground.
the feeling - a relief!

"ARGHHHHH!!! What time is it?"

I woke up.

Great that it was just a dream.

leap in life, huh? ..