weekends

it's SAturday!

nice and cold morning but I am not doing quite well because of headache. I've been getting constant headache recently. Sigh. Not sure what's the cause..

i miss weekends in the peninsular. breakfast, church, lunch at curve or jaya 33, movie and dinner.. food and friends! Here on Saturdays, the girls and I usually have breakfast and go to the vege market together and then, grocery shopping. I see this as a blessing. At the market, we met lots of people who are very friendly. The vege and meat came with extra tips and techniques from aunties, who taught us how to handle and cook these to make it tastier! Well, I dont usually get this kind of service at Jusco or Carrefour. :D ...

i am back in where i am supposed to be for the time being. Applied for BTN course. Please pray that I'll be called for it asap. Just want to get it over and done since it's compulsory. :)

first day of sem 2

not too bad. Students are generally more cooperative and mostly behaving extremely well today. We had lessons in computer lab today. It's much more condusive and pleasant. :)

i felt good and energized after the break... walked in the school feeling light n easy. :) Praise Father!

a friend called and said we can check the interview results online, but the bad news is the rest of the processes may take 2 or 3 years to complete... gahhh!!!

leaving on a jet plane..

all my bags are almost packed

'm not ready to go... (not yet.)

'm standing here, my heart weighs down

guess 'm just no so ready for the good-byes..

'ços i am leaving on a jet plane

dont knw when i'll be back again..

oh i dont quite like this part..

where m i

i had a super weird dream last night..

i was moved to a hostel.
away from family and friends.
i felt very lonely.
i explored the place.
there was a few super giant sting rays in super big pool.
i climbed up a tall tower so i could see where was i.
it didnt make any sense.
i dont know where was i.
i had difficulties coming down the steep spiral stairs.
there was fear.
a hand reached out to me and told me it'll be okay
just take the leap
so with mixed feelings of trust, fear and doubt
i jumped and landed safely on the ground.
the feeling - a relief!

"ARGHHHHH!!! What time is it?"

I woke up.

Great that it was just a dream.

leap in life, huh? ..

egg or chicken

just a thought

which one comes first?

egg or chicken?

wed bell or house?

not easy, but we are trusting Dad and resting assured that He knows our need and He will provide for us. :)

mussings..

it was a stormy ride for the past few months yet as I began to look back, I thank God for the many people He has brought alongside to help me walk down this journey of entering to a new phase of life.

i remember during the watch night service, I stood there giving the testimony of God's goodness in my life for 2009. It was one of the most challenging year thus far, but at the end of it, everything went well. I was so amused how the many impossibles turned out to be possible in the end. Never underestimate the power of prayers!

bring me deeper, lift me higher, stretch me wider, I want more of You this year.. those were the words that kept playing in my heart and mind as we ushered in new year with praise and worship.

it's already the 3rd month of the year..

i have started working for about 3 weeks

life feels so different

just like past, present and future are different

sometimes i found myself lost in the chaos of life

only to be rescued by You the hope of our life..

it's school holiday! Great to be out to take some fresh air and gain some strength before getting back into the grinder...

:)

gracious uncertainty

this morning we saw a 'jet' (or some flying object) flew across the big blue sky above us. It left a mark of white line in that big blue sky...

how i wish that was Father's angel, writing a clear direction or message of hope or something... but when I read the devotion today, it reminded me again about ' having a childlike faith'..

we do not always know where we are going in life but we can be certain that our Father will not leave us not forsake us. He will lead us to the right place at the right time.

Many things about tomorrow, I dont seem to understand, but I know who holds tomorrow, and I know who holds my hands.

Father, even if I am writing this now, You know what I am going through inside and You know every situation that I am facing right now. I want to be certain and stand firm in Your promises and You love me and You have a great plan to prosper me. I believe that You hear the cries of Your children and You care for each and everyone of us. Father, I also believe and thank You that Your hands are never to short n Your ears are never too dull to listen to our cries. Father, we thank You that You are full of compassion and love. I ask Lord that You will surround us with YOur peace and wisdom. Father, I ask Lord for Your grace, favor and heart of compassion of the matter of appeal right now. Teach me and counsel me the way I should go as You have promised in the bible. Above all, may Your will be done in our life and may Your name be glorified. I surrender all unto You, Lord. In Jesus name I pray, amen.