Showing posts with label pray. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pray. Show all posts

Sunday, June 14, 2009

overwhelmed..

it's 11.21pm.. almost the end of a Sunday..
time flies.

I am really overwhelmed.. grateful.. touched.
All I could say, He loves me heaps. He knows all I need at that moments. He provided a place, friends that I can share openly and most importantly, I got the chance to listen to words that I needed to hear.

On Bended Knee. Something related to this has been spoken to me over my life since I was in NZ. I remember specifically it was this lady. Amanda is her name. Following this incident, a few things was revealed to me and personally, I saw some of them came to past. Overwhelmed. This time, He sent me the 'fruit' or ''testimony" ... It is really very encouraging. Thanks, Dad.

With such a busy life, it is indeed a hard thing to put aside time for this. For some, it is a waste of time. But what makes it different in the life of these people is once again - obedience. It is also Faith. Sometimes you dont know how far your prayer traveled and if it is answered. it's prayer of faith. Sometimes it could be things that are against what you hope to happen, when it does being revealed to you, you question "why?"... there' re 2 choices - either to press forward with faith or shrink back because of fear. Now I look back, i began to understand better. Thanks, Dad and precious gem!

You dont have to understand what I just wrote.. it's something personal.. Anyway, what have I been up to these 2 days?

On Sat, I woke up about noon time. Then angel and I had Mc D while watching some Bollywood movie on the TV. Didnt get to see the ending cos it was time for church. I had a great time in church. The invited speaker was sharing about discipleship. Hehe.. Met esther, daniel and jon.

Then, we gals decided to drive out of town to meet up with our dear friend. Glad to see him again after so long. We had dinner-supper at a place nearby and had a great catch-up time. mu.

Initially we wanted to paint our nails but we were too tired to stay up. So we slept till noon the next day. Went ss2 for lunch and had a haircut which cost me RM38.00.. The line was long, so I opted for the prof stylist. Anyway, it was great. She was surprised that my curls last that long. Praise God le. Hehe..

Then we went to tropicana mall. Wanted to check out the flee market but there's none. Huhu.. So we drove to MId V, but stopped at Jaya One on the way cos we saw the flee market. We went to Mid V, spent like 4 hours there and bought quite a lot of things. Had great sharing time over dinner. it's really a divine appointment... overwhelmed.

That's about it for today. Again.. Praise God! =)


I searched for a man among them who would build up the wall and stand in the gap before Me for the land, so that I would not destroy it; but I found no one. Ezekiel 22:30


Friday, March 20, 2009

too hard?

it's odd.
for the past few days,
i have been waking up suddenly between 5.30 - 5.49am

for first few days
i was super sleepy and tired
so I went back to sleep ( 0.o)"

then i realised it happened again
and i have been reading a lot about Jesus praying at Gethesmane
and about Him warning the disciples to keep watch and pray during qt..
hehe.. it's a sign for me to get back on my knees.. been slacking in it

it's been a while since I woke up super early to spend time with Him
Been staying up late for a few things
Should learn to sleep early

this morning i woke up at about 7 am - ish
had a very 'interesting' dream.. involved heaps of people i know
i went back to sleep (wanted to find out the ending) hehe.. sounds familiar?
but it left me hanging..

a lot been running through my mind
lots of 'whats' and 'ifs'
but I praise God, for His great love and purpose surpases all

at breakfast this morning
esther's dad came out of the room after praying saying in his cheerful voice, "is there anything too hard for the Lord?"

that's an assurance for me.
Indeed, nothing is too hard for Him.